Funemployed?

Here's some updates on my life right now.
Unemployed, broke. My cash supplies are growing ever the more scarce.
Oops! I signed a lease on an apartment, costing way too much.
Was dating somebody for a few months. Maybe could've worked? Maybe my heart isn't completely broken, my morality not completely flawed and corrupt?
Oops! I screwed things up.

Been driving back and forth to Boston a lot for band stuff. Fun, but expensive. Been scrambling to find work. Everything I have found so far is either demeaning and/or a scam. Waiting to hear from unemployment, but I am not very optimistic.
Spending nights in my way-too-hot room, drinking beer alone and bullshitting on facebook.

I wanted summer 2009 to be different.